Still Figuring It Out

How are you feeling right now?

Today feels like one of those strange in-between days — not exactly bad, not entirely good. I’m not sure how I feel. Or maybe I do, just not in a way that’s easy to put into words. Let’s say this: I’m feeling better… but still confused.

Some things have started to make sense. I’ve had a few realizations, a few moments where the fog cleared just enough for me to see a bit of clarity. And honestly, I’m grateful for those moments. It’s like taking a deep breath after being underwater for too long.

But not everything is clear yet. There are still pieces of the puzzle that don’t quite fit, questions I don’t have answers to, and feelings I haven’t fully untangled.

Right now, I’m sitting with both the clarity and the confusion. I’m learning to let them coexist — not rushing to fix everything, but allowing myself to feel it all.

Some days bring answers. Others bring more questions. Today brought a bit of both.